I have grown a lot in the last few years. I have seen things with in the way i was living and had the time to make my self a better person. I am Zen Buddhist. I am the dread-locked Buddha in the making, but that does not mean i am not still Kat Bastard. I am still the same ass hole I was the last time you saw me, just a bit wiser, and a bit nicer. I seen the way i was living my life in the past was not only hurting me but a lot of the people around me. I lost a lot of the things I love for the way i was doing things. I have used the extra time I had to learn about my self and expand my knowledge. I am proud to say that i believe that i have made some awesome choices in the way i am going to live in the future. But I know that this life is hard and full of suffering, and I may trip and fall, but at least my eyes are that much more open.